Hey

I thought I'd update about everything that's happened this weekend.

Me and Nick took my parents out for a meal and explained why we wanted the wedding that way they we're really cool about it whiched suprised me. When we all got home Nick dissapeared upstairs and then came down a bit later and told me to come up......He'd filled the bedroom with candles and had my favourite songs playing. He pulled me close and we we're dancing to them.....it was so romantic...I love him so much.

Saturday was shit basically. First of all Nick had to go to a wedding to do the photography and he couldn't find his suit anywhere.....he can never find anything bless him. I was in the shower while he was looking for it and he walked in to ask me if I knew where it was....my dad found out and hit the wall *rolls eyes*

He had a right go at Nick....saying he shouldn't do that and he can't stay at the house over night anymore......HE LIVES HERE!!! I was right pissed off at my dad! Then I found out Will was coming over for dinner.....oh God....We we're all sat there eating the meal....and I wasn't talking....to anyone.....I was in an awful mood....Then I saw Will totally stareing at my chest.....I mean thats just wrong on so many levels!!!! I know Nick wanted to hit him but he didn't want to cause any more problems between him and my dad. Anyway Nick was going to go stay at our new house....God I can't wait to live there....and we we're in the hall saying goodbye....I really didn't want him to go....I hate sleeping in a bed without him....it doesn't feel right. He was kissing me goodbye and my dad walked in and shouted,

"Oh for fucking hells sake will you to grow up!" Nick just went in a very confused voice, "What?"

And my dad thumped him!!!! He now has a black eye...... :| ......I was soooo angry!! I ended up having a right go at my dad and he just fell onto the floor crying.....neither me or nick knew what the hell was going on and then he just said,

"Your my baby." I didn't really understand what he was saying and then he just explained that he was just realising that I really was getting married and moving out and that he was upset because I'm his little girl. When he said that I started crying because I used to be so close to my dad. After we spoke about it for a while everything got sorted out and he apologised to Nick. Nick decided it would be best if he still went to the other house for the night....I couldn't sleep....I use Nick as a pillow lol so it was really wierd. He's home though now and he stayed over last night which was good.